Well, break is here.. thanksgiving is coming up. it looks like it will be a great time for everyone involved. I’m buildign a new comptuer over break. I have almost all of the parts. It’s the top of the line state of the art piece of equipment that i’ve ALWAYS wanted. And it sure as shit will beat the hell out of using a 166mHz laptop. Not that i have anything against the laptop. if you take care of a computer, even an old computer, it’ll treat you right. but there is nothing like sitting down in front of a machine thats actually more than 100 times faster than the one you’re used to. way to go 2.4 gHz.. so i’m going to be happy.. all kinds of happy.

I’ve been staying at bonaventure since monday. IT’s been a good time overall. Jen wasn’t feelign well for some of the time… that made things a little more interesting to say the least. so i had to see her in a less than happy mood, knowing that i was a cause of at least part of that. but in the end, staying out here these past few days has been absolutely amazing. That’s the only way to describe it. I really like being able to have someone to cuddle up with every night. and someone to wake up next to.. and someone to talk to about all the random crazy thoughts that i have.. someone who appreciates most of them too.. even if they are abolutely twisted.. so we have fun .

Jen just started working at perkins. It’s her first real night there. I dropped her off and i was so nervous for her. It’s really crazy. I drove back home so anxious.. i can’t wait to hear how it went. I think i was more nervous than she was. I just want to see her do well.. and i want her to be happy. so i’m sitting here killing some time by updating this site.. and waitign for 9 o clock to roll around so i can go get jen.

Went to the olean mall today. Jen bought some black pants.. i picked up absolutely nothing.. but i realize that i LOVE blue oxford shirts with blue and silver ties. I mean absolutely love. So i need to buy some things like that. I dont know when i’m just going to randomly dress up, but i suppose that someday i’ll need to have something like that for a job.. that would just make sense.. and looking nice makes me feel better.. it’s a whole confidence / self esteeem thing that i’m just startign to get a hold on. Having a girlfriend.. and a car.. and a job.. are key factors here.. that and a bright outlook on life. Things are a lot sunnier than they used to be.

I can’t figure out what i’m going to do to get rid of the next 2 hours and 20 minutes.. maybe i’ll work on the site some more.. it seems like fun stuff.