Speaking of it being 9-9-02.. does anyone remember 9-9-99.. i remember it like it was yesterday.. do you wana know why? because the dreamcast came out on that day.. it was a big thing.. lots of commercials.. and little dreamcast logo’s everywhere.. it was really hyped.. can you believe how old the damn thing is now? it doesnt seem like that long ago to me.. it was just the year before i graduated highschool… come to think of it.. i guess that was a long time ago.

I had a crazy dream last night about being a some kind of rich billionaire.. and my mom stole 5 billion dollars of mine somehow cause she was a secret agent or something.. and then she bought a castle with it.. oh.. and an island.. but then she invited me out to it.. and it was great.. i think i’ll write it all down in the dreams section sometime if i get around to it..

This weekend Jen came out to visit.. every time i’m with her it get’s better and better.. i thought spending time with her last weekend was absolutely amazing… but i’m constantly surprised by how much fun we have.. and how much i love spending time with this girl. if this gets any better i don’t know if i’ll be able to handle it The downside here is that it hurts so much to say goodbye to her when the weekend comes to and end.. like it eventually must.. but it’s so great to see her when friday rolls around.. it makes the week go by incredibly fast. monday and tuesday are rough.. but by wednesday you know tomorrow is thursday.. and friday is just right after that.. and besides.. on monday and tuesday you have fresh memories of cuddling up on the couch with the most beautful girl. you’re still able to close your eyes and feel the warmth of her in your amrs.

I thought about giving this site a redesign.. i’m thinking i’ll do it all offline though.. and then when i get the whole thing ready.. i’ll upload it to the web.. because my original plan was to change bit by bit.. but i realize working in a telnet client isn’t really as great as using something like html kit.. or something that can validate your html and css.. i also thought about doing things like using proper grammar, and maybe even using some kind of punctuation around the beginning and end of sentences.. I don’t know if this will ever happen. If it does happen, it will have to be a constant thing. All my emails will have to be punctuated, all my IM conversations, everything that i write. <– that sentence right there would have to be edited.. because it looks like something is wrong with it.. but it’s been a long time since i’ve had to follow any kind of rules in writing.. so i’m not sure anymore.. Maybe my technical writing class will help me out a little bit. Maybe I’m forever doomed to hate the shift key and all of the little punctuation doodad’s that litter my keyboard.. give me my completely lowercase letters and a period and i’ll write you the most beautiful and elegant story you’ve ever read.. well.. maybe an apostrophe or two.. because i can’t seem to get out of the habit of using those..

Where was I? I can’t wait for the next weekend. I want to see Jen again. I’d love to see her smile. I’d love to make her smile. I’d like to make her moan a little too.. but that’s not really any of your business. Besides, she read’s this stuff, she’ll problably kick my ass when she see’s that online. But, she is cute when she tries to be mad at me. She just can’t do it.

Ok. I’m going to start going to the gym with Atwell.. This should be a good time. I should be really tired, and sore. In the end it should all be worth it. I need more excercise, and i’d like to have a higher opinion of my body. It’s not too bad now, but i REALLY wanna be ripped. Well, maybe not ripped, just muscular.. a kinds of tone and solid.. but i need to start my day out. So that’s all for now